St George I Dream of Thee

Hey Everyone!! Sorry its been so long since I posted, my computer charger broke(again), and my poor little lappy has ben M.I.A.. Its been very sad :(
This week has been a strange one, full of ups and downs!! Yesterday, for example, was a very good day, I was very happy! Today, however, I woke up from a dream of my ex... Once again!! Why he won't stay out of my dreams I can't tell you. This dream was kinda funny though. He kept switching from Edward in Twilight to himself haha! Anyway, we were in San Fransicso for some reason, and Godzilla came and attacked!! So we ran to our local T-Mobile store, which looked kinda like a college classroom, and we hid. Also, for some reason, this store was on the San Fransisco Bridge... Anyway, so I watched as the people on the land 'killed' Godzilla. After a while, me and Tate were not the only ones hiding in the store. There were a lot of people just watching the dinosaur, making sure he was really dead. Then all the sudden, he GOT UP!!! Godzilla all of the sudden started jumping around, like he was playing... Turns out that all he wanted was to play... Who knew a dream would turn out that way? It just sucked because in the dream, it was like me and Tate were together again.. Honestly, all day it left me in a really bad mood. Its been three months since we broke up, why do I still dream about him? I'm totally over him!

So anyway, that was my morning. When I got to work, the new lady was doing cash in the back. Meaning, she counts all the money in the store, its a big job. She is really nice and smart, but slow. Usually right before we open, I'm pretty busy, I have to count both the Register and the Change Drawer. Afterwards, or even during, depending on when I get counting, all the sales associates call and tell me what their totals of the day. It gets pretty hectic. After, I have to go back into the cash room to get checks to check if the addresses are right, or to change them. This morning, I was busy, so I was hoping that there wouldn't be a lot of checks. Of course, there were a lot! I get the checks to my desk to start on them, and they are all out of order! I was very frustrated... Anyway, so the day kinda went along like that, not fun.

All in all, it was kinda sucky, but the moment I got home from work, I had a ton of energy!!! I think i just got a rough start and no time to recover!!
So, wanna know what I decided? I want to move!! As much as I love living with my family, I love it so so so much by the way, I just don't have any social life... I can't survive without it! My best friend lives there, and its a lot cheaper than Orem, where I used to live. I'm just getting desperate!! Anyway, I'll update you on my life at a later time :)

Song of the Blog: Once Upon a December, from the Anastasia Movie Soundtrack! It was my favorite cartoon! It truly has the best music!!

Loving Dreaming!

Well, I had the best dream ever last night!!! I dreamt that this guy



(Andy Samberg) was my boyfriend! Let me just tell you it was the best dream ever!! I decided that I want a guy like him, dorky funny, but still really cute :) Seriously, i would be so happy with a guy like that, we would have all sorts of awesome adventures, riding flaming tricycles together!! Plus, he is SO good looking!!!!
You ladies know I'm right!

Song of the Blog: Eight Days a Week by The Beatles! This song will always and forever remind me of my bestie Ashley Wolf, or as I affectionately know her, Flashlight!! I am listening to it now and remembering singing along with her in the car or playing it as we hung out at our old apartment... I love you flash!

Its time

So its been 3 months since me and my ex broke up, and I actually started listening to the music again that he gave me when we were dating. Only some of it. I forgot how much I like this one band called And Then There Were None! I put one of the songs on my playlist, its called Reinventing Robert Cohn. Its super dance-y like, but its super cool!! The rest of the album is fun just like that! I highly suggest it!

Therefore, Song of the Blog: Reinventing Robert Cohn by And Then There Were None!


What up Cereal!?

Getting Shot!

Well, today was an interesting day!! Twice a week, I have to go to the hospital to get shots. You see, I am allergic to pretty much everything in nature. The list includes, trees, grasses, molds, dust-mites, dogs, cats, horses, birds, etc. and so forth. Yes, its super awesome and I know you are all jealous!




Anyway, so today, I went to go get my shots on my lunch break at work. I get the shots and sit in the waiting area, because I have to wait 20 minutes just in case I have a reaction... Just as my 20 minutes was almost over, I started itching all over. My arms, legs, head, everything started to itch! So I went to tell the nurses that I was itching, and let me tell you, the look they gave me was like they were looking at someone who just got hit by a car! The nurses, yes, all of them, started freaking out, asking me if my throat was closing up and things like that. All I was feeling was lots of itching, it sucked. So they started testing my blood pressure and my pulse and my breath, with this tool you blow a puff of air in, to make sure you can breathe.

They tested everything and then the nurse asked me if I had been sick recently. I hadn't been sick, but I threw up last night because I ate something that didn't agree with me. Sorry about the gross detail :) Anyway, the nurse FREAKED! She started going on about how I shouldn't have gotten my shots because I was sick. Well, I wasn't sick, I made myself throw up because I felt sick and it was going to come back up eventually. Apparently, even if you have a headache, you can't get shots, because your immune system is weakened, and to get the allergy shots, your immune system needs to be in pristine condition! I felt so bad, but all that anyone had told me was if I was sick. I assumed that meant if I had a cold or something not to go in, which I didn't. I was kind of upset that the nurse assumed that I knew everything. She made an ass out of u and me(well, her and I, but it didn't work sounding like that!)

The doctor came in and then proceeded to tell me that I would have to wait for at least 45 minutes so that they could keep an eye on me. Keep in mind, I'm on my lunch break, and so I had to call and tell the girl that was covering my lunch that I would be late, I felt so bad! After waiting about 10 minutes, the doctor and a nurse came in. They checked everything, my breathing was a little weak, and I was itching and shaking like crazy. So the doctor told the nurse to give me a shot of something that would stop my allergic reaction. I was told that it would make my heart race, and it did!! They also gave me two Benadryls to help as well. So I'm sitting here, shaking even more now, becasue this medicine has gotten my heart racing like crazy, and I'm kinda freaking out, getting really anxious. Seriously, that medicine was weird!

One of the last times, the nurse comes in and tells me my reaction wasn't as bad, and I need to relax, because my arms were starting to feel stiff and I was still shaking. It was really hard, but I sat there for a couple minutes and just did deep breaths. It worked after a while, but it was super hard to calm myself down(that shot made me CRAZY!)

Finally, the doctor came back in and checked my heart and breathing and said everything sounded fine, but she reduced me coming in to once a week, and I have to go down a lot in doseage. I am actually required to have Benadryl on my person at all times, I just keep it in my purse, but still!

Let me just tell you, when I got back to work, I was so worn out and tired, the Benadryl was starting to take effect, after my heart was done being crazy and making me crazy, it was like I shut down. Haha seriously, I was too tired to stand, it drained me, but if I sat down, I would almost fall asleep!! I'm feeling a lot better now, but I'm still pretty drained physically. In fact, I think I need to take another Benadryl, I'm starting to itch again.

Well, thats the drama of what happened today!! It was super intense, I know you are all jealous ;)

Song of the Day: Tickle Me Pink, We Still Dance. I LOVE that song!! Seriously, the chorus is stuck in my head all the time, its super awesome. The band is really fun and creative. Listen to this song and the artist!! I also like the songs Madeline and Tomorrow's Ending :)


P.S. This picture is awesome!!

WHAT IS UP??

Hey guys! I don't know how many of you actually read my blog, but I love posting on it. I won't lie though, having my one follower (thanks Alex!) definetly keeps me motivated! Seriously, people, don't be afraid to follow me!! I don't mind a follower or two!
So, whats new everyone?? I went and saw Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief tonight with my brother, it was actually pretty cool!! When I was younger, the Greek Gods really interested me, and I liked how they had a bit of a more modern twist to everything! I definitly recommend it, I think you guys would like it!!
Today, I went a little crazy shopping-wise. I bought a Vampire Weekend T-shirt(SUCH an awesome band p.s.!), and some AWESOME Ray-Ban look a like green sunglassses! Frickin awesome!! So then, after I got off work, my brother said,

'hey, lets go to Hastings',

a music/book/videos and games store, so I said,

'ok, but i might spend money..."

Well, I did!

I got a New Found Glory Dvd for 3 DOLLARS!!! Wooo!!! I also got Anberlin: Never Take Friendship Personally. Its such a good album!! They are so good! I will post one of their songs!


In fact, thats the song of the blog: Anberlin, The Feel Good Drag!
Its really good, they mix a lot of styles of rock in their music, I love it!

Erg..

Well, its Valentines Day. I decided yesterday as I was wrapping tons of Valentines gifts for men who were slackers on getting presents til two days before that I really hate the holiday being single. I broke up with my ex 2 and a half months ago, and he has a new girlfriend already. I still don't feel ready to date boys yet! Anyway, so I started thinking about it, and I'm actually quite bitter. I won't complain too much, but it just stinks ya know?? I'm happy for him though, he has a girl that seems to REALLY care about him already, I mean, they have probably only been dating a month and she is already saying I love you? Weird. So I guess I'm happy that he found a girl that cares for him more than I could. I tried, you know, it just wasn't possible to love him the way he loved me, or so he thought he did. Love is such a crazy thing, if you want it bad enough, you can fool yourself into thinking you are in love. Love is an awesome feeling, yes, I have been in love before, with someone I can't have right now. I tried to duplicate that feeling with my ex, but it was not even close to possible. When I was with this certain someone, no matter what we did, if it were hanging out with our brothers and friends, or going to a movie, I was so elated for days and days!! I honestly have never felt that way with anyone else ever. I really tried to feel that way with my ex, it just was not possible!

So, until I get the opportunity to do otherwise, I will live Valentines day as a single person, even though it stinks major. For those of you with a special someone, congratulations, and I hope its an awesome Valentines and your love grows stronger for each other :)



Song of the Blog: I Wish I had an Evil Twin by Magnetic Fields. Its such a funny song! Listen to the lyrics, it sounds like a chill song, but the lyrics are so different!! <3

The love of my life is...

Well, I wrote a whole blog, and I went to publish it and *poof* it disappeared!! Soooo lets try this again!!

My valentine this year... Well, I actually have like 7... like 7 pairs.... Ok its SHOES!!! More specifically, CONVERSE!!! Honestly, when I bought my first red pair in my junior year in high school, the fates must have brought us together, and we have been so happy together since! Its been truly one of the happiest relationships of my life :)



I wouldn't say I'm a total rocker though, I love music and I rock out whenever I hear music. I also love skinny jeans, awesome skate shirts and so on. I like to mix it up. I love love love buying weird earrings, vintage, retro, I swear I have some that have been around for ages, I love it!! I like to dress cute, but I hate wearing pink, even though everyone says it looks really good on me. I just feel too girly wearing pink, ya know? I think I am a mix of everything, I can be pretty hippy, or pretty rocker, or pretty cute, and I'm always PRETTY AWESOME!!!



What else?? I also love love love Interior Design, I want to go into it so bad, I just am having a hard time getting money for it... Money stinks, ya know? I love color, and I have as much of it as I can around me as much as possible, for example, my walls in my room are orange, I have nine multi colored paper lanterns above my brightly colored bed. I have yellow curtains, don't worry, I will get you guys pictures! Anyways, I just want to say, I LOVE YOU CONVERSE!!!



Song of the Blog: Actually, I have 2! First, Seven Nation Army by White Stripes, that song NEVER gets old for me!! Second, Sadie Hawkins Dance by Relient K (my favorite band in the whole wide world!!!) Also, I have an announcement, Relient K is touring with Paramore this May, and Me and Katie are totally going!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!

I decided,,,

I decided I need to make my blog about something. Since I am single and cannot blog about my married or dating life, I need something! So, I decided, even if my blog post is completely random and makes no sense, I will have a new song I'm digging every time that you can listen to!!

Well, I am thinking about getting another job, working Sundays just does not work for me! I really love my church, and I would like to feel like I wasn't turning inactive. I applied at a doctors office that would give me good hours, I would LOVE it! I know, I know, you are all thinking that I'm silly because I haven't even talked to the boss yet, but an doctors office or a bank job would be nice, I could work certain hours, have weekends and holidays off... So if any of you know such a place that is hiring, let me know!!!

Also, my rolling alarm clock is proving to not work too well! Correction, it works really well, it rolls all over my floor, I just don't have the willpower to actually wake up completely! I really, really, really like my sleep! In fact, its 1:23 right now and I am sitting here wondering what in the heck I'm still doing awake?? I need to stop staying up for no reason hahaha.


This is equivelent to how I feel about my alarm clock... Fortunately for my alarm clock, I don't actually own a gun, and probably never will! Phew!!

Well, I suppose I will go to bed now, I am feeling a wee bit on the tired side!!!! If any of you wonder where I get my pictures, I go to www.imgfave.com, its an awesome website with tons of fun pictures, but some really inappropriate ones... So you have to be carful :( Stupid people who ruin awesome websites with stupid pictures >:( Thats my mad face!

Song of the day: Spaceman by The Killers( its the first song you hear when you get on my blog!! I cant stop listening to it, its so high energy!! I love a song that gets me going for the whole day!!!)

Valumtimes Day!

Well, its almost here, the day that people in love celebrate their love... I have decided, as a single person, I need to do something to celebrate myself! I don't need a boy to make me feel good on Valentines, even though it would be nice, when its right, it will happen the way its supposed to.
Anyway, those of you who are single, celebrate YOU!! You are beautiful, funny, fun to be with, and you deserve to indulge yourself on Valentines (or the day before, since its on a Sunday this year.) Buy yourself something you have been wanting for a while, take yourself out to somewhere nice with a friend or even by yourself, like a spa!
Just because you are single does NOT mean you are not beautiful! It just means that someone either hasn't come around or he hasn't seen all the amazing-ness you are!!

Ladies, have a good Valentimes even if you are single, in fact, have a good Valentines BECAUSE you are single!! I know I will!!!

Hold You in my Arms

By Ray LaMontagne-

So now we see how it is
This fist begets the spear
Weapons of war
Symptoms of madness
Don't let your eyes refuse to see
Don't let your ears refuse to hear
Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever

Oh... P.S.S

You are all totally invited to my wedding whenever it happens... FYI

Also, I think I just realized why 2 am is so lucky:


7 MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 am?

Well, my horoscope said my luckiest time of day was 2 am, so I am waiting up til then to see what happens!! Maybe its when I'll fall asleep? Maybe I will get an email from the illusive Elder that never writes? Probably not the latter haha. Seriously, I cannot cannot stop listening to this song by The Killers. Its called This is Your Life. Usually I'm not a big fan of the Killers, but recently my dad got their concert on Blu-ray, and it was amazing, so I am getting more and more into them! The main thing I like about this song is the intro, different voices doing something spectacular!! I do love a good and different intro!
Also, I do love my paper lanterns hanging right above my bed! They are so awesome, when I get married, I want them hanging all over the celing of my reception, wouldnt it be so awesome??? Yeah, it would! Is it sad that I already have ideas for my wedding when I'm not even dating anyone?? Seriously, I can already tell you my wedding will be so AWESOME!! Picture this with me, you walk in to the reception and there is happy music playing, the whole atmostphere is saying, "WE JUST GOT MARRIED!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!" Yeah, thats what it will be like. Don't even worry. It will be completely awesome.

I think I'm kinda tired hahahahaha..... Ok... Now to find something else to do for twenty more minutes til two.. I'm thinking that its lucky cuz thats when I'll fall asleep... YES!

PS... the pictures, I'm thinking something like the white one but with COLORS!!! WOOT