One reason being a girl sucks... actually i could think of more than one, but here is one-

Girls are Pathetic! Agree?
I bet after reading what i have to say, you might just agree with me, and if you are a boy, you might learn something. The lesson today is titled: Girls don't know what they want.
From personal experience, I have now learned this lesson. Let me elaborate. I have a good friend whose name is Mike. I met Mike when I moved to Orem, UT a year and a half ago. I lived with my grandparents and he lived with his stepdad, but we were in the same ward. When I met him, I actually had a big crush on his friend Billy. Billy is a Polynesian boy, who is currently serving his mission in Peru. When I met him, however, I had a huge thing for him, and disregarded Mike. I mean, we were friends, but I would rather have hung out with Billy instead. Anyway, after about 3 months of living with my grandparents, something occured where I moved out. I didn't see Mike for quite a while, but often wondered how he was doing. If I had to guess, I would say I had not seen him for about 6 months or so. I saw him for the first time in a while at an institute dance, and I was so excited! I had not seen him in forever! So we caught up and talked and planned to hang out. About a week later, we went on a motorcycle ride up Provo Canyon, and he made me late for work! I was ok with it though, I had fun! Last Wednesday, my friends and I went to a bonfire, called the 'True Wolverine' bonfire. To become a true wolverine, you had to kiss someone in the center of four huge fire pits. Mike happened to be there and he told me we should go out there, and, wanting to become a true wolverine, actually, all I wanted was to kiss someone, haha oops, I went in the middle and kissed Mike. The next night, we went to the basketball homecoming game, and he was there. After the game, we hung out, and he didnt leave 3 am, at this time, we had started to cuddle a bit while watching Family Guy. My roommates all say we would be cute together, but all of the sudden, he is texting me everyday, which I guess I should expect, and now I'm not interested anymore. I try to lie and say I'm doing things when he texts or calls, but that is getting harder and harder. That is the main reason I think girls are pathetic. We absolutely have no idea what we want. Whatsoever.

I love my life WODES!!!!!

This is Me and Ashley brushing our teeth and playing with stuff

From left to right: Lauren, Me, Derek, Ashley's guitar, haha best photo shoot EVER!!!

Ryan and Derek Eating fun stuff and posing!

Me and my good buddy Corey, we da pimp woah woah woah!

Ashley, Jason, Me, we are so freaking awesome, you don't even know, I understand if you are jealous, it is totally ok, everyone else is :)

I LOVE MY FREAKING LIFE  YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!! 

Clarification.

I made a comment about my missionary in my blog earlier, about wishing I could see him again. I would like to clarify one thing, I am so glad he is out, I have never seen anyone so excited to do anything, it is his calling in life right now, to be out there serving. In fact, the reason we never really dated was because he didn't want to think twice about leaving because he had a girl, and i wouldn't want it any other way, to tell you the truth. While he is out there, he will grow and become an even better man than I know him to be now. Just wanted to clarify that point :)

Things on my mind.....

I have a lot of things on my mind lately, I don't know who else to pawn it off on or who else to tell, I just need to say things that people always tell me the same things to.
"Move out, get a change in your life"
"Tell them how you feel"

Things like that are what I hear from people a lot of the time. My life is what could be classified as the "classic Mormon college life" I dont drink or smoke, but i go dancing at least twice a week and I never go to bed before midnight, or even one. I do crazy things that I will probably look down on as I get older, I think that is part of college life, is it not?
I feel strange saying this, but I feel like there are some definite changes that have been made in my life, I am more nonchalant about things that would have bothered me in high school, I feel I am not as 'sunshiny' as I used to be, I'm not as happy as I used to be, it disturbs me very much. Lately, I have been trying to be more spiritual, like reading my scriptures or praying, but its so hard to keep that going, I always have things I would rather be doing, haha, once again, the crazy college life. Honestly though, I miss what my life used to be like, I felt so much better in high school, no worries, I was doing the right thing, my bishop told his friends about what a good kid I was, now I just feel like I am not doing anything noteworthy with my life, and I really really miss it. It makes me kind of sad...
About a month and a half ago, I sent off a missionary I care very much about, and I have really been missing him, more than usual, I really do miss him, we write letters at least every two weeks, once a week when he isn't busy, but I really just wish I could at least see him. When I see him, its like I forgot how to breathe, and all I can do is stare. Ah!! Really, I just can't breathe around him and I feel so giddy no matter what after I see him. I just miss him and hope the following year and 11 months go by quickly :)
Sometimes, you wonder what it would take for your life to be back to normal, feeling good about how you are living your life, as my friends say, I am the "best mormon" of our little clan, and I guess its really hard to live that up, especially when you know your friends are not living the way they should...
Dont even worry though, I will figure everything out, just you wait :)

I guess I will start by saying this....

HOW YA DOIN?? I think that is a good start to any sentence, dont you? I sure do!! So, I moved!! I moved to the other side of my complex, with some other friends.... I miss my old roommates like crazy, but I like the people I live with now too! Honestly, I miss my old roommates so much though!!! Its sad, it really is!! We still hang out a freaking ton, which is good!!! I'm glad!!!
Anyway, change of subject... My dear friend and longtime crush, we will just call him Dan, has just left on his mission yesterday. I already miss him a freaking ton!! We are going to write, but I will still miss him a lot!! He is going to one of the coolest places ever though!! He is going to be serving in Milan, Italy!! Yeah. How freaking cool is that?? I know, be jealous! I am too! But anyway, just thought I would say hello!!

Hahahaha

Ok, so this was introduced to me by my brother skyler, it is so funny and i just found it again, thank goodness!! haha you must watch many times over and over and over again!!

um WOAH

So, recently, I have decided I need a change in my life. I am bored with the roommates I have now... Ok, that is the biggest lie ever!!! Im not sick of my roommates, I just feel like I need a change in my life, I want to meet new people... That just means I have to move.... I dont want to move. I have too much stuff and I love my roommates, but I JUST NEED A CHANGE PEOPLE!!! I dont know what it is, but it is just lately, ARG!!! I dont like this stuff....

Watch my favorite music video of the moment...

GOOD MUSIC

I thought I would enlighten you on some music I have been into lately, it is very good stuff!!! This is flobots, I love them!!! They are so awesome!!

Well, it has finally happened!!

The best ever!!! I am finally finally 19!!! Honestly, I have never been so excited!! I must tell you, I feel so much older! Haha, I'm kidding, but I like saying I am 19 a lot better than 18. It is definitly a luxury.
So, I am learning to play the guitar, and i love it so much!! I will tell you a little secret of mine. One weakness I have when it comes to guys is the skill to play the guitar, if they can play the guitar, they are immediately one step closer to dating me, haha, I think it is the hottest thing a guy can do!! It also takes them one step closer if they can sing as well. So, for all you guys out there that read this, if there are any, learn to play the guitar and you might get somewhere, haha!!!!
Can I just say I feel funny saying that, but I am happy I did??
I recently won a ping pong table at work, it is so freaking awesome!! I love it so much- Except my roommates dont like it. They say it takes up too much room, and even when the living room is clean, it looks messy due to the table. Lame. So, I am either going to sell it or put it somewhere. I dont know for sure yet, but I would really like to keep it. I hope something works out where my roommates have a change of heart and want to keep it!!!
Hope hope hope!!!

6 days!!!!

I cannot even begin to say how excited I am for 6 days! I will finally be 19!! Can I just tell you how sick I am of being 18? Everyone has this stereotype for 18 year olds... We are immatture, and silly, and no one wants to date us. So, hopefully, when I am 19, it will be a little better, haha!!!! Well, today is Daniel Radcliffe's birthday, you know, Harry Potter? Yep, he is 6 days older than me! I know, be jealous! You have every right to be.
So, I just realized for the millionth time, I hate dating. You have no idea what is going on with the person. For one, what if they dont like texting, so when you call them, they dont answer? What is that supposed to mean? Personally, I am a little lost, hopefully things will get cleared up. Ah shoot, it sucks so bad.

If I lay here, would you lie with me and just forget it all?

That is one of my faves right now. Snow patrol-Chasing Cars, i also really like Open your Eyes by them, ah shoot they are so freaking awesome!!! In fact, I am listening to Open your Eyes right at this very moment!
I have really been getting into the 80's lately, their music, their superheros, their clothes, all of it! Who knew they were so awesome? I mostly just listen to their music, which i love! Kansas, Boston, Styx, Marvin Gaye, kind of in that era, I don't think Marvin Gaye is the 80's.... or is he?
Well, I am still dirt poor, waiting on a paycheck this Thursday... Hopefully it is a good one. I realized why I was so broke. I accidentally paid my car payment twice, when i usually pay it once a month, and I use my other paycheck for my monthly rent. I had to pay my rent, knowing it would bounce for the most part. This stuff sucks!! I hate money! I mean, wouldn't our society be so much better if it weren't for money? I think it would be!
Anyway, now that I am done venting, my family is camping right now, and I think I am going through withdrawls trying to reach them, I normally talk to them at least once a day, and I have gone 2 now... This is weird...

Dum De Dum...

As I was playing on my computer, I realized that this blog has webdings as a font...  Why? What is the purpose of this odd contraption?  I do like some of the symbols, like z and ,, but what do they stand for? honestly, who did that? weirdos!!!! 

Anyway, on to another subject. I realized about 2 days ago that I am totally and utterly broke.  Not just the I-spent-too-much-I-really-cant-go-shopping broke, the I-really-only-have-about-20-dollars type.  It sucks so much!! I didn't realize how much money i have spent shopping or going out to eat or something simple like that.  I am still learning how to do this budget thing, and my last paycheck, which was on the 24th, I actually did a budget!  I figured everything i had to pay and paid it! Except one thing... I forgot about my rent payment completely!  I realized this after I spent all the money I planned, which left me utterly broke.  I hate this so freaking much, I wish I could pay for everything, or have someone pay for me... 

Any Offers?

Utter Frustration!!!!

You would think that people would kind of know how to read well.. people. Not so at all! Everyone is different, you learn that in preschool, don't you? Well, I am here to tell you its so freaking true. People you thought you knew turned out differently than you thought, but still pretending to be the someone you know. I hate how people do that, but I know everyone does it, it is a self defense mechanism. I don't think I have ever met anyone that wants someone to hate them (one exception, a girl I work with could really, honestly care less). Anyway, back to where I was going with this blog in the first place... You never realize how different a person can be until you learn what they are doing behind your back and not saying anything. I guess that since I am a good person that some people don't want to tell me things.... I don't really know what I am blabbing about, just gotta get some s*** out sometimes I think.

Now that I read this again I realize how much sense it doesn't make... Oh well

Stuff bugs me sometimes

Hey, its me again! I just thought I would say hi! Also, thought I would put some thoughts out there.
I don't really know what to do right now- my roommates are moving to Colorado on August 9th, and I am going to miss them like crazy! But I honestly dont know what to do when they leave. Should I move to a different apartment in the same complex, or home, or a townhouse? I dont know honestly.... And what is up with drama? There has been so much of it around lately- moving and boyfriends and wannabe boyfriends of my roommates getting jealous, ya know- stuff that happens in college... Same ol same ol.

Im going to go see this band called Flobots! I'm super excited for it! They are really cool! Im going with my awesome pimp of a brother and like 2 other friends, it will be so cool! Hopefully they will be ok live, have you ever been to a concert where the band does not sound like the band at all? I HATE those concerts!! Or when they add language into their songs that wasn't there before, that really bothers me too... its stupid- sing the song like you wrote it, thats why people come to your concerts- to hear you play the song like it is on the track.... Just thought I would let that out there...

Well.... I guess I will start here?

Well, I told myself I would never get a blog, I mean, what is the point for a single girl to get one? I always thought it was just married people who got them. But as I sat here in my room, I decided to try it out... I don't exactly know how i feel about it yet, its no myspace, or even facebook!! So, I guess I will give this a try- hopefully it works, right??

Hmmm, I suppose I could start by telling a little bit about myself. My name is Savannah Fielding and I live in Orem, Utah. Its pretty cool, I love it here!! Im a bit bummed at the moment though because my 2 best friends are moving for the fall to Denver, Colorado, just for the fun of it. Honestly, I would much rather Have them stay here with me, they would have so much more fun with me here... I guess there isn't much I can do or say about it now, seeing as they are set to move end of August. I hope I get good new roommates, I really scored with the ones I have now, i dont know if it is possible for me to do that well roommate-wise twice in a row. I hope so... I really do