Well, it has finally happened!!

The best ever!!! I am finally finally 19!!! Honestly, I have never been so excited!! I must tell you, I feel so much older! Haha, I'm kidding, but I like saying I am 19 a lot better than 18. It is definitly a luxury.
So, I am learning to play the guitar, and i love it so much!! I will tell you a little secret of mine. One weakness I have when it comes to guys is the skill to play the guitar, if they can play the guitar, they are immediately one step closer to dating me, haha, I think it is the hottest thing a guy can do!! It also takes them one step closer if they can sing as well. So, for all you guys out there that read this, if there are any, learn to play the guitar and you might get somewhere, haha!!!!
Can I just say I feel funny saying that, but I am happy I did??
I recently won a ping pong table at work, it is so freaking awesome!! I love it so much- Except my roommates dont like it. They say it takes up too much room, and even when the living room is clean, it looks messy due to the table. Lame. So, I am either going to sell it or put it somewhere. I dont know for sure yet, but I would really like to keep it. I hope something works out where my roommates have a change of heart and want to keep it!!!
Hope hope hope!!!

6 days!!!!

I cannot even begin to say how excited I am for 6 days! I will finally be 19!! Can I just tell you how sick I am of being 18? Everyone has this stereotype for 18 year olds... We are immatture, and silly, and no one wants to date us. So, hopefully, when I am 19, it will be a little better, haha!!!! Well, today is Daniel Radcliffe's birthday, you know, Harry Potter? Yep, he is 6 days older than me! I know, be jealous! You have every right to be.
So, I just realized for the millionth time, I hate dating. You have no idea what is going on with the person. For one, what if they dont like texting, so when you call them, they dont answer? What is that supposed to mean? Personally, I am a little lost, hopefully things will get cleared up. Ah shoot, it sucks so bad.

If I lay here, would you lie with me and just forget it all?

That is one of my faves right now. Snow patrol-Chasing Cars, i also really like Open your Eyes by them, ah shoot they are so freaking awesome!!! In fact, I am listening to Open your Eyes right at this very moment!
I have really been getting into the 80's lately, their music, their superheros, their clothes, all of it! Who knew they were so awesome? I mostly just listen to their music, which i love! Kansas, Boston, Styx, Marvin Gaye, kind of in that era, I don't think Marvin Gaye is the 80's.... or is he?
Well, I am still dirt poor, waiting on a paycheck this Thursday... Hopefully it is a good one. I realized why I was so broke. I accidentally paid my car payment twice, when i usually pay it once a month, and I use my other paycheck for my monthly rent. I had to pay my rent, knowing it would bounce for the most part. This stuff sucks!! I hate money! I mean, wouldn't our society be so much better if it weren't for money? I think it would be!
Anyway, now that I am done venting, my family is camping right now, and I think I am going through withdrawls trying to reach them, I normally talk to them at least once a day, and I have gone 2 now... This is weird...

Dum De Dum...

As I was playing on my computer, I realized that this blog has webdings as a font...  Why? What is the purpose of this odd contraption?  I do like some of the symbols, like z and ,, but what do they stand for? honestly, who did that? weirdos!!!! 

Anyway, on to another subject. I realized about 2 days ago that I am totally and utterly broke.  Not just the I-spent-too-much-I-really-cant-go-shopping broke, the I-really-only-have-about-20-dollars type.  It sucks so much!! I didn't realize how much money i have spent shopping or going out to eat or something simple like that.  I am still learning how to do this budget thing, and my last paycheck, which was on the 24th, I actually did a budget!  I figured everything i had to pay and paid it! Except one thing... I forgot about my rent payment completely!  I realized this after I spent all the money I planned, which left me utterly broke.  I hate this so freaking much, I wish I could pay for everything, or have someone pay for me... 

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