My little brother's growin up!!

Aah my little brother graduated today! Its so freaking crazy!! He is growing up, and I just don't even know what to say! I love you so much Skyler! This is the beginning of the rest of your life brotha!!!!!

I love just getting lost in your thoughts and being happily suprised by some of the things that come up... :)

I think I blog too much...

Well, root canal tomorrow, 9 am. Also, my main picture here, one of the happiest days of my life :) Thats all!

Pink Eye and Contemplation

Well, I have pink eye. I have for about 3 days now, and let me tell you, it truly is an utter frustration! Thankfully, I can now open my eye in most places, except those that are super bright. I think I am about at the end of it all, Hallelujah! The intense tearing and itching is mostly gone, I got a shot and a bunch of meds, its utterly fantastic! I decided I'm going to be more positive on my blog, I seem to get pretty negative here sometimes! Well, I don't really have any other thoughts at the moment, so, until next time, Colloquio a voi presto!

Hmmm... I'm upset.

Well, guess what time it is?! Time to put Savannah in tons of PAIN! No, really, that's what it is. Ok, let me start my story at the beginning. In October of last year, i went to a dentist down in Orem, because I didn't have time to go up to Ogden to my normal dentist. They were just supposed to fill a couple cavities, on the left bottom of my mouth, there were like two cavities, well one small one, and another one that had a deep cavity on the top and the side. Well, anyways, so I go to this dentist, and they supposedly fill everything and whatnot. Well, about 3 weeks ago, I went to my regular dentist, a nice family doctor, really good and very friendly, and they tell me that the dentist in Orem did not fill the whole cavity. They only filled the top of the cavity and not the side part, which was super deep. They told me they did!! So I had to go to another branch of this other dentist and have them look at it to see they didn't do what they said they did. Well, this dentist was excuses, excuses, excuses! His excuses as to why they didn't fix my tooth ranged from, 'oh well, they probably couldn't see all they needed to fix on a copy of the x-ray,' when I had brought in the original x-ray that first time, to, Oh, these cavities could have formed from October to now, there is no way to prove they were there before,' when they were... ON THE X-RAY! Damn dentists. So today, I went into my normal dentist to get my cavities filled just to find out that the deep cavity is now a DAMN ROOT CANAL!!! Oh hell yeah, I'm pissed.

If you think living on water is simple, read this?

Haha don't ask me what the title meant here... I have a simple assignment for those of you who read my blog! I think when I get married, I have found my wedding song haha! Look up 'When You Say You Love Me' by Josh Groban. Its so sweet and I just love it, I couldnt find a good video to embed here, so just look it up and maybe you will understand why I love it!

Thinking Some More.... Also, I'm bored, so I don't have anything else to do other than drown in my own thoughts

For those of you who have found "the one" or at least "someone," I want you to think back with me. Do you remember all the little things? Like, when you first realized you loved that someone, or when you first lost your breath when they looked at you? Do you remember the small things? The funny things? Like, when you would watch fireworks, and they would make their hand the shape of a gun, and pretend to shoot the sky, and, just as they pull the trigger, a firework explodes? Do you remember? Do you remember when they refused to let you pay for anything, even though you knew they didn't have very much money themselves? Sometimes the small things are what keeps a person sane. Do you remember when you realized they were "the one?" Do you remember that fluttery feeling in your stomach as you watched them walk over to you from across the room, realizing that they loved you too? Do you remember thinking how impossible everything seemed? Do you remember wondering how you ever got such a wonderful person as this? I mean, wondering how it was possible that this person could feel the same way about you as you feel about them. Those of you who have that person know what I mean.
All that matters are the small things, cherish every single one, for they are each precious in their own special way, and may help you get through hard times. The key word here is REMEMBER. Remember how you felt when you first saw them. Remember the times you would play Rockband, and they would be so focused on the drums, but you kept losing focus when singing, because you couldn't stop staring at that person.

Do you remember?

And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time

Well, I don't know how many of you are following along with my blog, but I will update you on my life. I have now lived at home for almost a week. I will not lie to you when I say it has been taking some getting used to. My family is utterly fantastic, I love them so so much. I don't really know how else to say it other than this, my family is utter chaos! I love it though, I would absolutely never have it any other way!! I miss my friends in Orem though, I feel like they are going on with their lives without a second thought of me, well, most of them. Its pretty sad when you thought they would be freaking out and texting you saying how much they miss you, just to find out they don't, or if they do, they don't care enough to find out. Maybe I am just being pessimistic, but thats how it feels to me lately. I think I need to get out and play with friends!! I'm going crazy just sitting around home all day everyday.
I painted my room orange!! It looks so good!! When its all cleaned I will take a picture and put it up, it looks super fabulous! I had a really fun time designing my room, it was a party haha, except for when I painted my room, I did it backwards and I just did a really fast job and there are orange spots all over my ceilings, baseboards and everywhere else it isn't supposed to be orange!! Yeah... I gotta fix that!!
Thats pretty much my life... Its super lame right now, I have no where to go, and nothing to do, because I still don't have a job, oops! Hmmm... I can't think of anything else to write at the moment, but I will be back with more news!! Sorry this has been such a whiny page haha, I had a lot to whine about I guess!!!
Peace Out.

Home missing my Home

Well, Its official. I have moved home. Its fun and all, because I get to see my family, they are my favorite people! However, at the moment, I'm really missing my home away from home, Orem. I hope everything works out up here, I know I moved up here for a reasonm I just have to find out what that reason is I guess, wish me luck! I Miss my boy! Jeremy is still in Peru, and I think he tried calling me today, and I totally MISSED the call! Im super depressed about it...
Also, I miss my missionary Elder Lippert. All I want is to hear from him! Is that so hard to ask!?
Anyway, thats my rant...