Well, Im tired of it. Tired of it all. Im sick of being single, sick of seeing my friends get in relationships after breaking up with former boyfriends the day before. Why can't that ever happen to me? Is there something wrong with me?
The other day, the roommates in question were single. As we were sitting in my room talking, one of them had the nerve to say she missed having someone. How does she think i feel? I have never, ever had a real, true and good relationship. I want someone I know cares for me, and will be there to hold me when I am having a bad day... Is that so hard to ask? I don't understand why my roommates are so capable of doing what they do.
If anyone cares to explain this to me, let me know...
thanks.
Savan
